Morning Bros (at Bonnie’s Place)
at Bonnie’s Place
Kickin’ off the morning at Bonnie’s place. (at The Guesthouse At Woodstock Sanctuary)
Jealousy tinged FOMO
Though it doesn’t last very long, it’s a very sharp downward spiral:
Step 1: Experience some level of anxiety at an event, usually related to an over-awareness of being sober, or having something to do with being asked to make a fool of oneself.
Step 2: Leave, in self-exile. Remember that you’re the only one doing this to yourself, and there are probably several people who’d prefer if you stayed, though they won’t read your mind and make any moves to keep you there. Because that isn’t their job.
Step 3: Stay home and think about all the things your missing.
Step 4: Hear about the things you missed, and watch the frivolity amongst your friends who all seem much closer to one-another than to you. Briefly consider that you’re probably experiencing the situational equivalent of dysmorphia, but let that though fly out of your head and let the sadness flow in.
Step 5: Sink further into this feeling by saying no to plans in the future.
Step 6: Repeat.
“Let’s get a little taste of your donkey.”
— HR nightmares at work erryday.
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